Maybe I'm feeling all broken inside too.
Maybe I smother you with love too much that you take it for granted.
Maybe it's nothing special anymore.

How do I continue giving you my all if I feel like it's not even working?
Am I over thinking this?

Some days I just don't believe you.

You're broken inside, same as me.
I convince myself that I'm healed but I'm not.

Your depression irks me.

Because I don't know how to help anymore.
Because time has made my normal ails useless.
Because last time you sought solace elsewhere.

It's like I don't trust you
...for some things.
most things I do.

Like my life?
but Not my happiness.
Like my safety?
but Not my security.

Oh my love for you runs deep.

but somewhere inside something feels off.

I wish you never fucked with me the way you did.
How do I heal?